I need to make an adjustment before we take a turn for the worse. I can’t screw this up. You have me in your grasp and I feel you letting go. Or maybe I’m losing my mind. My life isn’t on track to what I need it to be. Things are driving me crazy, and what I’m excited for has all been down hill and plumaged as if this were a mudslide season of my life. Either way, I love you & won’t let you go.